Followers And Failure

Oves meae sequuntur me; et ego vitam aeternam do eis. Nota, quod sunt quidam, qui sequi Dominum nolunt, sunt qui negligunt, et sunt qui non possunt. Sunt autem duo impedimenta, quae reddunt homines nolentes. Primum amor praesentis prosperitalis , qui avertit illum, de quo Matthaei decimo nono, Marci decimo, Lucae decimo octavo, cum dixit Dominus: Vade et vende etc, et veni, sequere me. At ille abiit tristis; erat enim multas possessiones habens. Secundum est timor futurae adversitatis, qui avertit illos quibus iuravit Dominus. Numerorum trigesimo secundo: Si videbunt homines isti, qui ascenderunt ex Aegypto a viginti annis et supra, terram, quam sub iuramento pollicitus sum Abraham, Isaac et lacob; et noluerunt sequi me praeter Caleb, filium lephone, et losue ,filium Nun; isti impleverunt voluntatm maeam. Nota causam in historia. Sunt similiter duo impedimenta, quae reddunt homines negligentes. Primam est affectio carnalis, quae notatur in illo, de quo Lucae nono,cui dixit Dominus: Sequere me. Ille autem dixit: Domine, dimitte, me primum sepelire patrem meum. Et nota, quid Dominus dixit illi. Secundum est solliciludo temporalis, quae notatur in illo, de quo eodem Lucae nono, qui dixit Domino: Sequar te, Domine; sed primum permitte, me renuntiare his quae domi sunt. Ait ad illum lesus: Nemo mittens manum ad aratrum etc. Sunt similiter duo impedimenta, quae reddunt homines impotentes. Primum est perversitas intentionis, quae impedit progressura affectionis.Secundum est infirmitas virtutis, quae impedit progressum operationis. Primum notatur in illo qui dixit Lucae nono: Sequar te , quocumque ieris, cuius intentionem cognoscens, Dominus dixit: Vulpes foveas habent et volucres caeli nidos etc. Secundum notatur in Petro, loannis decimo tertio, cui, cura dixit Domino: Domine, quo vadis? respondit lesus: Quo ego vado , non potes me modo sequi ; sequeris autem postea. Et nota, quomodo primo Petrus se obtulit non solum ad sequendum, sed ad praecedendum, vel comitandum, dicens: Domine, quare non possum te sequi modo? Animam meam pro te ponam. Secundo, quando de longe sequebatur, non solum non praecessit, sed nec de prope secutus est , sed a longe, ut videret finem, Matthaei vigesimo sexto. Tertio, nec de longe nec de prope secutus est, quando eum negavit, eodem; et hoc, quia infirmus fuit. Sanctus Bonaventura, Collationes In Evangelium Ioannem, Caput X, Collatio XL Source: Here, p567

My sheep follow me, and I shall give them eternal life. 1 Let it be noted that certain people are unwilling to follow the Lord because they are either negligent or they are unable. There are two impediments which make men unwilling. Firstly the love of present prosperity turns a man away, concerning which the Lord said in the nineteenth chapter of Matthew, and in the tenth chapter of Mark, and in the eighteenth chapter of Luke, 'Go and sell ... and come, follow me. And He went away weeping, for he had many possessions.' 2 Secondly there is the fear of future adversity which turns away those whom the Lord has exhorted. In the thirty second chapter of Numbers, 'Shall these men, who had come up from Egypt for twenty years and more, see the land which I swore a promise to give to Abraham and Isaac and Jacob, and they were unwilling to follow me, apart from Caleb the son of Jephone and Joshua the son of Nun. These fulfilled my will.' 3 Note the teaching of the history. There are similarly two impediments which make men negligent. Firstly the love of the flesh, which is noted in him concerning whom in the ninth chapter of Luke the Lord says, 'Follow me,' and he says, 'Lord, first let me go and bury my father.' And note what the Lord then says to him. Secondly there is care for the times, which is noted in him who in the same chapter of Luke says to the Lord, 'I will follow you, Lord, but first allow me to say farewell to those of my house.' And Jesus says to Him, 'No one who puts his hand to the plough...' 4 Similarly there are two impediments which make men incapable. First a perversity of intention, which impedes the advance of love, and secondly a lack of virtue, which impedes the performance of the deed. Firstly let it be noted in him who says in the ninth chapter of Luke, 'I will follow you wherever you will go.' And the Lord, knowing his intention, says, 'Foxes have their holes, and the birds of heaven have their nests...' 5 Secondly let it be noted in Peter who out of care for the Lord says in the thirteenth chapter of John, 'Lord, where are you going?' And Jesus replies, 'Where I go you cannot follow yet, but you will follow later.' And note how Peter presents himself as not only intent on following but going before or accompanying Him, saying, 'Lord, why can I not follow you yet? I would lay down my soul for you.' 6 Secondly when he did follow it was from afar, for he did not only not go ahead, but he did not even follow closely, but in the twenty sixth chapter of Matthew, 'from a distance that he might see the end of it.' Thirdly, he did not follow at a distance or closely when he denied Him, and this was because he was weak. 7 Saint Bonaventura, Observations On The Gospel Of Saint John, Chapter 10 1 Jn 10. 27-28 2 Mt 19.21, Mk 10.21, Lk 18-22-23 3 Numb 32.11-12 4 Lk 9.59, 61 5 Lk 9.57-8 6 Jn 13.36-37 7 Mt 26.58,69-75