On Hiding

Ait enim Propheta in alio psalmo: Quoniam abscondit me in tabernaculo suo in die malorum: id est, dum adhuc dies mali sunt, et in terra aliena sumus, quae data est in manus impii, in qua non est regnum pacis, nec Deus pacis regnat in ea. Nam si regnat, quid est quod orantes dicimus: Adveniat regnum tuum? Necesse igitur est abscondere interim, si quid habemus boni; quoniam thesaurum regni coelorum, qui invenit homo, abscondit. Propter quod etiam corporaliter in claustris et in silvis abscondimur. Et si scire vultis quantum in hac absconsione lucramur, credo nullum hic esse qui, si quartam partem eorum quae facit, in saeculo actitaret, non adoraretur ut sanctus, reputaretur ut angelus: nunc autem quotidie tanquam negligens arguitur et increpatur. Parumne hoc lucrum ducitis, quod non reputamini sancti antequam sitis? An non timetis ne forte vili mercede hic recepta, in futuro mercedem non habeatis? Necessaria est ergo haec absconsio non solum ante oculos aliorum, sed etiam multo magis ante te ipsum. Hoc enim habet Dominica illa sententia: Cum feceritis omnia quae praecipiuntur vobis, dicite: Servi inutiles sumus; quod debuimus facere fecimus. Vae enim nobis si non fecissemus! Et haec est utique magna virtus et summa securitas, quando et pie vivis; et tamen plus attendis quae desunt tibi, quam quae obtinuisse videris, oblitus quae retro sunt, et extendens te in anteriora. Haec igitur est absconsio, quam sub scapulis Domini praestari dixeramus Sanctus Bernardus Clarae Vallensis, Sermones De Tempore, In Psalmum XC, Sermo IV De versu quarto Scapulis suis obumbrabit tibi Source: Migne PL 183.194c-195a

The prophet says in another Psalm, 'Because he hid me in his tabernacle on the day of evil.' 1 That is, while there are yet days of evil we are in a foreign land that has been given into the hands of the impious, in which there is no kingdom of peace, nor does the God of peace reign there. For if He did reign, why do we say in prayer, 'Your kingdom come'? 2 It is necessary, therefore, to hide while this is so, if we would have something good, because when a man finds the treasure of the kingdom of heaven, he hides it. 3 On account of which we hide in cells and in woods. And if you wish to know how much we are profited by this hiding, I believe there is no one here who if a quarter of what he does was done in the world, would not be admired as a holy man and reputed to be like an angel, but now every day he is reproved and denounced as a negligent fellow. But do you not profit a little here, because you are not judged to be holy before you are? Should you not fear lest perhaps here you have acquired but meagre gain, and in the future you shall have no reward? It is needful, therefore, that this hiding should not only be from before the eyes of others, but much more from before yourself. This is the meaning of the Lord's pronouncement, 'When you have done everything that you have been commanded to do, say, 'We are useless servants, because we have done what we should have done.' 4 And alas to us if we have not done. For this is great virtue and flawless security, when you live piously but you are more attentive to what is lacking in you than looking to see what you have gained, with things behind you forgotten and with you stretching forward to what is before you. 5 This, therefore, is what hiding is, which as we have said, is to be shadowed by the shoulders of the Lord. Saint Bernard of Clairvaux, Sermons For The Year, On Psalm 90, Sermon 5, On the fourth line, 'He has shadowed me with His shoulders' 1 Ps 26.5 2 Mt 6.10 3 Mt 13.44 4 Lk 17.10 5 Philip 3.13